This life changing event I am about to share with you, was the catalyst for the transformation that I really desired and wanted so greatly. I remember to this day how I found the inner strength to stand up for myself, honour myself and make a stand and 'respect' myself perhaps even for the very first time…

I felt disrespected, lost and unworthy and unable to find the harmony and balance I needed for these relationships to flow with ease and joy, which I dreamt and knew, was possible. In my heart I knew I was capable of honouring myself and that I had the ability to empower myself to create a lasting loving relationship. I was a feminine woman who was very sensual and yet somehow I seemed to have lost my inner connection and lost the truth of who I really was … and I noticed similar patterns and problems emerging within each relationship:

I recognised my real problems were:
♠ I was attracted to controlling men who were strong, forceful and dominating
♠ I was submissive and lost myself in each relationship, I became who they wanted me to be, helpless and at their mercy
♠ I felt unloved, upset and frustrated in my relationships and my behaviour was sometimes irrational
♠ I lacked internal strength and confidence and was not able to manage my emotional state, my self-esteem was an all-time low
♠ I used alcohol as a means to ‘check out’ and not deal with my situation so I could 'switch off'
♠ I was so unhappy on the inside and I felt really alone and helpless

Ever felt like this? For those of you relating to having low self-esteem you know how terrible it feels to be 'powerless' in your life. Read on to discover what happened next...

“It was a lovely autumn evening during  March and my partner was taking me out to dinner and to the Theatre to celebrate  my birthday.  The details of the evening were a surprise at the time so as usual I dressed up elegant and sexy with my lovely sleek black pants, my elegant black
heels and this delightful apricot silk top ready for a lovely surprise evening out -  or so I thought!

My partner arrived and phoned me up and quite impolitely telling me to hurry up and get downstairs because we were going to be late, in actual fact he was 20 mins late and decided to blame me and be rude about it.

I headed downstairs to meet him, having  this awful sick feeling in the bottom of my stomach knowing that this was not a good start to the evening and in the past when he showed up like this, the evening would turn out a disaster with me stroking his ego all night and calming him down. Unconsciously I decided there and then I would not be treated disrespectfully by him anymore.  I took charge and said 'no more'.

As I walked up the steps to my apartment I was filled with a nervous relief - never looking back to see if he was still waiting for me and then finally at my apartment and sitting down on my sofa and realising what I had actually done.  I jumped up and down with so much joy for I
realised I had finally broken free of that controlling destructive relationship. 

What a blessing to have made a stand for myself and to truly trust myself in that moment.  As I reflected on this, yet again failed relationship, I sat quietly, being reflective and asked myself ‘Who do I need to be and what do I need to do in order for things to change’?”

It was a moment of true awakening for me and I realised that it was now time to start looking ‘within’ and find something inspiring that would support me in my journey to discover my own empowerment, to find inner strength and confidence to make wise a choice for my next relationship and to really transform my life.  Click here for VIP Programs.   click here to contact us.